悄悄告訴她讀書會

想聽聽看吳爾芙的聲音嗎？ 1937年BBC的廣播節目，當時吳爾芙55歲 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zcbY04JrMaU 如果想感覺一下吳爾芙原文小說的文字風格（不排斥重溫英文課的話），推薦下面這段影片 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eFBRS7_39_Y

第一部，雷姆塞太太唸給小兒子詹姆士聽的故事：格林童話—漁夫和他的妻子 https://www.grimmstories.com/language.php?grimm=019&l=zh&r=en 小說中主要引述的詩作 https://www.uah.edu/woolf/lighthouse_poems.pdf

吳爾芙的遺書： Dearest, I feel certain I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came. I can't fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will,  I know. You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that - everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been. 最最最親愛的: 我敢肯定我的病又要發作了。我覺得我們無法再多承受一次那種痛苦經歷。而且我覺得這次我好不了了。我開始出現幻聽，而且沒有辦法集中注意力。所以，我將做，我認為是最好的事情。你已經給了我無與倫比的幸福，而且無人能及。如果我沒病，我想我們將是這世上最幸福的一對。 我，再也抗不下去了。我正在毀掉你的生活，沒有我你能過得更好，而且我知道你一定會的。你看，我現在連寫這封信都覺得艱難，我已無法閱讀。我想說我欠了你一輩子的幸福。而你對我呵護備至，百般耐心。這是每個人都看在眼裡的。如果有人能救我能火海，那只會是你。 一切都離我而去，只有你的善意一直不離不棄。我不能，再繼續侵蝕你的生活了。 我相信這世上沒有哪一對比我們獲得過更多的幸福。 https://kknews.cc/news/6nnoqop.html

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參加讀書會的夥伴：棋子／奶茶／淑慧／flying 不按前序，每人一句話如下： #生命是為了畫下那條線 #現在是現在，下次是下次 #祈願每個人都能走自己想走的路 #彷彿這10多年的小說的閱讀，就是為了《燈塔行》做準備，讓這時的我，得以與她相遇。「我已經見到了我的景象」